If you only knew.

If I could say whats on my mind.
It talk about my heart.
I'd tell you all that you might find.
It's been there from the start.

If I knew the words and what to say.
I'd say them with a smile.
I'd say the words to make you stay.
And be here for a while.

But words don't come so easy to me.
I fumble and I slip.
I get confused so easily.
I just might even trip.

So here and now I take your hand.
And hope that you can see.
Whats in my heart I'll take a stand.
To keep you here with me.

My words are hard but my heart is true.
And never will I lie.
This poem I write is all for you.
Cause you make my heart fly.

Exiled.

Exiled and alone for the mistakes that I've made.

Rejection and sadness is the price that I've paid.
For choosing to show another face.
That wasn't my own is my disgrace.

My only excuse is being scared.

To show the real me I wasn't prepared.
So here is my pain, its plain to see.
The real and true face that could only be me.

With my hand to my heart and a promise to all.
I'll always be true I'll stand or I'll fall.