Gray skies and Sad eyes.

Gray skies and sad eyes.
Thunderstorms and rain.
Tears that fall and bad lies.
Heartbreak and pain.

Lost and alone in a quiet room.
With nothing but my pen.
I write a poem of gloom and doom.
Relief, I just say when.


How long will it last, my misery.
A thunderclap a heavy down pour.
I walk with my head down.
I can't take anymore, my life's a snore.

I keep sinking until I drown.
How long will my pain go on.
I want it to stop, I want to be free.
I wish it all was gone.

Peace in the Heart

With laughs and smiles
and giggles and jokes.
With hugs and kisses 
and all kinds of pokes.








To be cont....

Two Hearts Become as One

There are songs about Romance.
And songs about Pain.
There are songs about Joy.
And tears in the Rain,.

I could tell you of Shadows.
Of dark dreary Nights
Of Passion and Sorrow.
The nights without Light.

But none of that Matters.
It's all by the Way.
The fear and my Sadness.
Keeps my love Away.

Out there in the Distance.
So far from the Game.
With strength and Security
A light calls my Name.

So Gentle and Eagar.
With a lite caring Smile.
We meet with a soft Glow.
With Taste and with Style.

We Laugh and Dance.
To a song made for Two.
Promises are Made.
My Vow is to you.

Now Joy burns so Sweetly.
And Love sings the Song.
Two hearts beat Together.
So Proud and so Strong.

If you only knew.

If I could say whats on my mind.
It talk about my heart.
I'd tell you all that you might find.
It's been there from the start.

If I knew the words and what to say.
I'd say them with a smile.
I'd say the words to make you stay.
And be here for a while.

But words don't come so easy to me.
I fumble and I slip.
I get confused so easily.
I just might even trip.

So here and now I take your hand.
And hope that you can see.
Whats in my heart I'll take a stand.
To keep you here with me.

My words are hard but my heart is true.
And never will I lie.
This poem I write is all for you.
Cause you make my heart fly.

Exiled.

Exiled and alone for the mistakes that I've made.

Rejection and sadness is the price that I've paid.
For choosing to show another face.
That wasn't my own is my disgrace.

My only excuse is being scared.

To show the real me I wasn't prepared.
So here is my pain, its plain to see.
The real and true face that could only be me.

With my hand to my heart and a promise to all.
I'll always be true I'll stand or I'll fall.

The Pledge.

Through the eyes of the young and the mind
of the old.
Through the days of love and the seasons
of gold.
For the hopes and dreams of all those
in pain.
For the scared and the scarred trapped
out in the rain.
With those who dream of passion and love.
With a loving touch, not a push or a shove.
For all the fear we have to release.
And all the things that give us peace.
I say a prayer for golden days.
So we can all see better ways.
To help the weak and sick at heart.
And treat them fair right from the start.
To give a hand when someone's in need.
And spread the wealth, not live in greed.

Acceptance.

I am who I am,

And nothing has changed.

Though good times or bad.

Its all here arranged.

From day one until now.

With smiles and with fear.

I've loved my whole life.

Its always been clear.

Through the ups and the downs.

I made my own way.

From the choice that I made.

The choice to be gay.

So accept who I am.

And always be proud.

And just look at me.

As one of the crowd.

A simple young man.

As proud as can be.

Who just has one wish.

The wish to be free.